Baby Sick

My name is Andra.  And I'm a babyholic. 

There.  It is out.  I finally admitted it.  I bet you are all so very surprised!!!

From as long as I can remember, I have dreamed of babies. 

I am pretty sure it says that somewhere on my blog.....

You would THINK

that having had eight babies of my own, I would certainly be

CURED

Alas, no

I still adore babies.  Everything about babies. 

Sometimes, I spend time trying to think of jobs that I can do in the future

in which, I can hold babies

lots and lots of babies.

I think I may have finally figured it out,

the perfect job

where I will be able to hold lots and lots of babies.

I'll be a GRANDMA!!!!

I 'll have to start brainwashing them now

talking them into wanting BIG families

Assuring them that I will be there to help

And for now, I will practice

and practice

and practice some more

on

My sister Laila's twin boys

Did I mention that I have ALWAYS wanted twins?????

Laila certainly cannot imagine that I am like a pavlovian dog -

when she says "is there any way you could hold this baby"

or

"would you like to feed this one a bottle"

My heart beats just a little bit faster

and I can only think

it must be

a dream

come

true